Unsettled, Unsatisfied, yet Optimistic
As the days go by, the more unsatisfying life stays. Food, people, alcohol,places, nothing can ease this feeling of discontent and disgust with what I've allowed to come of my life. I reflect on a conversation I had with Kennyetta a short while back. "I love being a woman." -Me "I don't believe you." -Kennyetta "Umm...why? What makes you say that? I really do!"-Me "I've heard you say that before, and believed it, but right then, no way. I heard you say it, but it felt flat and forced, as if you are trying to convince yourself, but in reality you are actually disenchanted with being a woman right now."-Kennyetta "But I really do!"-Me "Sure. Okay. Here is the thing, you are hott as hell; could probably get any man; financially stable; and have the freedom to do WHATEVER you want. My question is, why aren't you? What's stopping you?"-Kennyetta "I don't really know. I'm figuring it out. I keeping h